Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Does it ever end?

Nausea I mean. I don't really vomit but I forever feel like I am one sniff shy of losing whatever I managed to eat that day. Of course the flip side is, I am pregnant and carrying a precious baby, but still nausea SUCKS!

Sleep. Oh How I love my sleep. However, I am lacking in that department. I cant sleep and when I finally do sleep I always get woken up by something, my son, my husband, or my cat. Which btw, I am allergic too. Thankfully the hubbs cares for her.

Food... Well I will say this many of the things I once savored and loved so dearly, are now becoming the exact things that I avoid. BOOOOOO! I am however loving fresh tomatos with a little salt. Weird but yummy and very refreshing for a snack.

Work. I hate working. I feel like the more I am at work the less time i have to be home with boogey and that makes me sad. Which isn't difficult considering I am ay emotional...

This pregnancy has been so different than my first. I guess thats normal

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7 weeks

How Far Along: 7 Weeks

Size of baby: The baby is the size of a blueberry


Total Weight Gain: 0 I actually lost weight when I started getting too sick to eat much other than crackers

Maternity Clothes: Just my BeBand from Target over some work pants

Gender: Don't know yet but my guess is girl

Movement: None noticable yet
Sleep: I DO NOT SLEEP. And it sucks

What I miss: not feeling like Im going to vomit everytime I see or smell peanut butter. Sleeping

Cravings: Mexican and salty stuff

Symptoms: Tired, no sleep, nausea, cranky, and emotional

What I’m looking forward to:
Bed time. I am always looking forward to bed time


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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Wow Thats was off

We had our first appointment today...
Everything went great. But we found out that yours truly is actually only 6 weeks and 1 day... Yea read that again. I am no where near as far as I thought I was. The doctor reassured me that it was because of the fact that my cycle has been so out of control that I ovulated later and that is why I haven't had a period... But the good news is everything looked great. We got to see the baby's heart beat. And even the little peanut. We are very excited. But I am a nervous wreck. Because I am so scared that we will miscarry and that we have told people thinking we were further along...

I need words of wisdom or encouragment... something


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Monday, May 9, 2011

My husband is pretty much the best

Yea thats right I am gushing ove my hairbrained, pain in the butt, loud, goofy, confusing,giddy, romantic, mushy, Husband AGAIN.

He is always so concerned with making sure I am happy and feeling well. Even before I found out I was pregnant he dotted over me.

This weekend was no different. He is so protective over me and Boogey. And I love it all.

For Mothers day I requested no real presents as I knew I needed to go buy some maternity clothes. Yes I am 3 months and already in Maternity... Maybe its twins ;)... Its also my second pregnancy... So be nice deal??

So anyways. Saturday I bought by far my favorite pair of jeans EVER from H&M. They are a pair of maternity jeans with the big elastic belly thing and the cutest back pockets. I also got to order a really pair of cute capris from Motherhood for work. I need work clothes the worst. I can wear my yoga pants and leggins and sun dresses around the house. So I made a wish list for what I'd like to purchase:









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Mothers Day Weekend

My Mothers day started out on Friday. Mushy and I could not stand not telling his mom until Sunday so we decided to give her her gift early. We bought a baby bottle charm for her pandora bracelet. When she opened it she was clueless. My sister in law had to tell her what it meant. She was so excited.

Then I told my mom. And then the rest of our family. Lots of praises and happiness.

Saturday mushy took me shopping for some maternity clothes. I am in desperate need of pants. I am ok for shirts but my pants do not fit..

Sunday was spend relaxing. And. Telling my boss. BIG MISTAKE!

Little background, my boss was actually a family friend before I took the position with her department. Ever since I began working for her things have been less than peachy with her. She alays thinks she knows best for me and that I should do things her way. So anyways, I told her and her response was "congratulations??" As if she was asking if she should be happy or mad... UMM HELLO?!!!!!

THEN she decided that since we work for a hospital I HAVE to deliver there... Um No. As a matter of fact, my hospital is about 45 minutes to an hour away from my house. I have been going to my OBGYN since BEFORE Boogey was born. Why do I need or want to change that now??? She told me that it was going to be more expensive if I keep going to my dr and if I deliver at any other hospital... She also said that one of our coworkers was going to say " I told you so" to her.

Now why on Earth should either of them feel they have the right to tell me when I can get pregnant?? My boss then proceeded to tell me the Timing could have been better... Wanna know what I said?? "Yea well i think god has this covered so if you don't mind stepping down and quit trying to dictate what he should be doing, id appreciate it." I mean I am serious.

Either way my family and I are thrilled. And we feel blessed no matter what others may think...

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Friday, May 6, 2011

I don't get it

I don't understand how someone can take something that is supposed to be a happy time for somebody and completely TRASH it.

My ex, Oh there is so much I could say but won't, my ex found out we are expecting... And even though we have all remained friends he acted out in such a way that makes me see he was only out to destroy my marriage.

The day he found out he slashed his sisters tires, threw her phone in the dumpster and started acting like a complete psycho... Why??? Because he THOUGHT she knew I was pregnant and had been lying to him.

No one knew. I didn't even know! So why lash out? That is beyond ridiculous and obsurd.

I don't get it how he can be sooo selfish to ruin such a happy time for my family.

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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Over the Moon

I am over the moon. I can not yet describe exactly how blessed we feel and how much we are thanking the lord above... because we saw three of these :


I know the pink one is faint but its there... AH! God is good and does things when you don't expect it or know. I will update with more info once i have more info!!!
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