Happy Easter!

Im a little bitter to be in my office. On a Friday. The weekend of Easter.

I normally work from home on Fridays. But nope. Not this one. No, my boss decided i needed to work my one monthly Friday... THIS WEEKEND. Can you tell I am ticked? Not to mention here in Northern VA traffic is a horrible hot mess. It took me 2 1/2 hours to get home yesterday. Thats just disgusting.

Enough complaining... Happy Easter everyone!!

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God is So Good

Last week i posted about my husbands job situation. I also posted that we thought God had answered our prayers about what to do... Well boy was I wrong. Today Mushys boss asked him to come and talk to her about his position and why he wanted to leave. He told her that the other company offered him a pay rate he couldn't resist.. She then counter offered him $8.00 more an hour than he is making with his current job. Which is $5.00 more than the other company offered... We are both so happy! God is sooo Good.

"Do not worry about anything; instead pray about EVERYTHING. Tell God what you need and thank him for all he has done." Phillippians 4:6


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Talented

I am so talented that I fractured my foot WALKING. Not power walking, just plain old walking through my house... Yep. I'm that talented.

Yours truly is now in a walking cast/boot. Whatever you choose to call it.

The dr. laughed when she found out how i did it. I laughed to so its ok...

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I'm not usually like this but...

I am in a quiet house with no one home and nothing to do. So I am making a post. A random one but a post none the less.

This weekend has been so quiet. Yesterday was so rainy and windy and stormy and chilly that we stayed home and watched lots of movies. Took a long and needed nap and made these delicious BLT's with avacado slices mmmmmmm

These were sooo beyond delicious, I am making another one for lunch today.

My sweet hubbs is out detailing his parents boat for them. It would cost them $1000 to ahve someone else come out and wash and wax the outside of the boat to get it prepped for the season. So my husband is doing it. Isn't he the sweetest? I think so. To boogey is out with his Aunt steph today spending the day with her. I think its good for him to have that time. As for me, what is it that I am doing? NADA. My husband brought me home this precious eco friendly coffee/tea travel mug and I am in heave with it. I recent really got hooked on tea and he remembered it when he saw this cup. I love you mushy!


So I am enjoying my peppermint tea, reading, and watching chickflicks all day as well as Girl meets gown.

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Because I want to

Things I can't live without from day to day.

My Bare Minerals Mineral Veil. I love this stuff. It is literally the only make up I wear as far as foundation or powder. It keeps me Shine free all day.


Sue Devitt Eye intensifier pencil. It is the best eye liner I have ever used. So smooth and great for smudging for smokey eye.


I love EOS Lemon Drop lip balm. It is so smooth and tastes yummy.


Ok So I don't have this EVERY day but I do love it. So refreshing.


Some people can't live without coffee. I prefer peppermint tea. I get nauseated really easily and this tea ALWAYS gets rid of it for me. It also helps with my migraines. MMMM Lemon tea is yummy too.

Sorry if this post bored you. If not GREAT!

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Holy poo!

I just watched Extreme Couponing. And I am going to be come an Extreme Coupon-er. lol. Ok No I'm really not because I am not completely insane, nor am I THAT dedicated. But the thought has crossed my mind... I think I should start couponing first huh? But for real it would be pretty nice to save 99% on $600 in food.

Ok what I am about to tell you now maybe tmi but its my blog and I can say what I want... Last night I was greeted by this little face

Telling me "I peed" I said "Good job baby" Thinking he was just wanting some praise... WRONG! He then told me he peed. In his bed. And why?? BECAUSE IT WAS TOO COLD TO GET UP!!!! WTHECK??!!! I was like "YOu did what???!" Wanna know his response?! "You heard me and don't give me that look!" I was stuck in a state of shock and humility. He learns it from somewhere and I'll give you and idea where he learns it! ME! He's funny but man is he always teaching me to watch my mouth.

In Other news I have the best husband... For real. He surprised me with this:

Yep that man bought me a new eternity band. He said mine wasn't what he wanted to buy originally for my wedding band and that he wanted to upgrade. So he did. I love him soooo much!!
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Whoa! Wait! What?!

That right there^^^ is the reaction I have been having to a lot of things. I keep going through momentary spazzes of anxiety and then calm.

Anxiety because I have an OBGYN appointment coming up and I know that this appointment means being referred to a specialist and new tests and new meds. Calm because I know that God has control now and i really just need to take a darn chillpill. Its scary though. And I can't lie, I am terrified.

Why? If God has it then why worry? Why stress? Why be fearful? Because thats what we simple humans do! we freak out! Duh! I know that whatever is supposed to happen will. That doesn't mean I am not scared. And you wanna know my biggest fear?? THAT GODS TIMING WONT MATCH MINE! Yea read that and re-read that. Let it simmer... I'm being selfish! I'm being impatient!

But its hard not to. I keep praying that I will be able to relax and be at peace with this whole thing. It is hard though. I'm not perfect. I just need to let it go. When God wants us to have a baby we will have a baby.

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"I give you juicy keeses if you smile"

Those are the words my 3 year old said to me when I was upset. He looked at me dead serious and said "I give you juicy keeses if you smile" I couldn't help but laugh. He also told me that he doesn't like it when I am sassy... the kid knows how to make you laugh.




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Just a Rant

My husband is driving me nuts. Up the wall bonkers.

Why?? Because I find myself feeling like I parent him. I love my husband with all of my heart but I gotta tell you I hate being the one to tell him how to do things and when to do them. I hate when I feel like I have to make sure to give him step by step instructions. For instance, our comforter needed to be washed last night. I asked him to put it in the wash machine and gave him instructions on what setting and all of that. 20 minutes later we are looking for our T.V. remote and I ask him if he moved it when he took the blanket off... His response "uhhhhhh, was I supposed to? I didn't think to look for the remote" So guess what?! Our t.v. remote got washed... Why? Because I didn't tell him to make sure there was nothing on the blanket before hand... I mean really?! WHAT THE HECK?! I get it if a kid makes mistakes like this but not a 25 year old... Come on! And this isn't the first time this has been an issue. He's done similar things before.

I prayed for understanding and patience. I didn't yell or get angry because well there is no point it doesn't fix the issue, it doesn't repair the remote... But I think I have the right to be a little annoyed at the bigger picture which is his lack of attention... am I wrong??

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Oh the weather outside is weather....

Random I know. Its from Forgetting Sarah Marshall...

Lets do a little weekend recap...
Friday, I slept in. Well as much I can consider sleeping in since I DONT FREAKING Sleep. Nothing works. Ambien doesn't even work for me. I don't know what my issue is... But anyhoo... Me and the boogey did nothing. All day. And we loved it.

Saturday- Jonathan was at his grandparents and therefor Mushy and I were free to do as we pleased. It was heavenly. We woke up at 11. We stayed up until 3 the night before watching movies. We decided to get cleaned up and go out for the day. We went to Sammy T's. Its a vegetarian restaurant that we went to by mistake but they have regular food to. We ordered a Chicken quesadilla and it was honestly the best one I have ever had... MMMMMMM. We walked around all the antique stores that are in downtown F'burg. It was awesome. We came home and took a nap. For 3 hours.

So of course we were up for a late night... Instead of having dinner we opted for Krispy Kreme. Yea, yea, yea I know not a meal for dinner.But again we were just enjoying ourselves. Sunday was all the normal, sleep, God, and nothingness.

I can say this, I enjoy the weekends when we DON'T have plans more so than when we do.

i know this was all jumbled but I am kind of all over the place today. The weather was gorgeous but unfortunately the pollen and I weren't getting along. At all. C'est la vie.

Oh and the beautiful and sweet Callie at Through Clouded Glass gave me some inspirational thoughts this weekend about our current infertility struggle. Again totally random on my part but totally needed.






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Infertility people please???

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am having one of those self pity days and I hate it. My monthly (or not so monthly since it hasn't been on time or even normal in a year now) visitor is MIA. I had my last one at the end of January. Its APRIL. Where the hell did it go?? I am an emotional mess. I've cried more than once this week.

I am still sick. I feel awful for my husband and son. I feel like I am neglecting them by being sick. I mean I still give booty all the attention he normally gets but I just hate being sick.

On top of that I hate that I am still not having normal periods. Sorry if thats tmi but its my blog and I'll say what I want.

I need help. My friends say take a preggo test. I say no because I hate seeing the little negative answer come up. So I refuse to do that. I am supposed to go meet with my OBGYN in a month. Its a follow up to my last appointment with him and I am sure he was hoping I'd be pregnant by now. I'm not So I guess we'll be going to a specialist next.

I know there are people going through worse struggles right now, but I can't help but be sad.

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