MOMMMMYYYYYY!

That is what I woke up to this morning at 4:30 a.m. My screaming toddler.

Mushy got up and took him back to bed and within 5 minutes we heard another yell and went to see that he had thrown up everywhere. Poor kid has the stomach flu.

So far he has vomitted 3 times but hasn't done so in 4 hours Thank god... So as of this moment he and I are camped out on the couch watching all the kid movies and shows his little heart can handle.


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Horrible I know...

I'm horrible about posting I know. When I have posted its been negative and sad but thats how my life has felt as of lately...
Things are getting better its a day by day thing. I know God's plan is what I need to focus on and not try to override that with my own "plan".

I got some VERY good news from my boss last week... Yours truly is a work at home momma now. I get to work from home everyday with the exception of meetings which I have once a month... Do you know that that means?? I get to be home with my baby boy and when the new addition gets here I will not need to focus on daycare... Speaking of we have enrolled boogey in preschool. He starts in September. Hes very excited and I have mixed emotions I don't want him growing up.

We will be finding out what the baby is but have to wait until August... Its ok time if flying by.

I am 15 weeks and 5 days pregnant.. Things have been pretty well, I was really sick with nausea the first trimester that has since gone away but now I can not sleep. At all. I get maybe 3 hours of sleep per night and I gotta tell ya it makes it hard to function.

I will post pics tomorrow. I have to find my camera charger... Its missing in action.

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Amazing

It really is very helpful reading your encouraging words of wisdom. It is even more helpful when those words come from personal experience.

No marriage is perfect or simple. I know that, but I also know that a marriage is not supposed to be unhappy or unfulfilling. My husband and I both know and realize that we each have spots to work on. And we both are praying to God to get us through this.

Thank you ladies

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Confusion

I am sorry if this blog has turned into something depressing. With my mothers passing and my marriage issues its hard to be upbeat.

I am hoping that God will tell me where to go as far as things with my husband go. I want things to be back to how they were but I also know that I cant have unrealistic expectations. I just have to trust in the Lord and know he will guide me where he wants me.

As far as my pregnancy... Its going great. I had a checkup this morning and everything sounds good. the heartbeat was nice and strong and the doctor seemed pleased with everything except that I lost 6 lbs since the last time I was there.

Thats ok... I was sick.

So anyhoo we have been discussing baby names and here are some options for if its a girl:
Lauren Ashleigh
Lauren Grace
Gracelynn Bella

Boy:
Grayson Ryan
Ryan Tyler
Reagan Tyler

Any opinions??? Please

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Marriage

What do you do when your marriage is in trouble? When your feelings have changed and you both seem to be going in opposite directions?

When words don't work and prayers arent seeming to be what you thought you'd be praying for.

Its scary. I have no one close to me to talk to since my mom passed away. Its devastating.

I feel like the more we talk the more we hurt each other. i love my husband but he is not who he used to be. I have caught him lying to me and while the things he has lied about have been petty its the point that he was dishonest.

WE find ourselves enjoying being away from each other more than when we are together.

i don't know what to do.
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Baby talk

After the big bomb of my mothers passing, I have literally taken the week to just relax. And it was necessary. I have my 3rd sinus infection since I've been pregnant. And on top of it I have been vomitting like crazy.

So I will be 9 weeks pregnant tomorrow. I have been craving chicken nuggets and mexican food like nobodys business. Sleep sucks at night but during the day I can nap for hours.

I had my best friend down from WV this weekend who I haven't seen in 2 years and We have been friends for 14 years. Crazy but true.

I will post more tomorrow. Now I am going to try to sleep


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Heavy hearted

This past Saturday my mother passed away in her sleep. She was 46 years old and too young to go. But due to her choices in life, her life was cut short. I love my mother and this week has been very difficult.


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