Marriage

What do you do when your marriage is in trouble? When your feelings have changed and you both seem to be going in opposite directions?

When words don't work and prayers arent seeming to be what you thought you'd be praying for.

Its scary. I have no one close to me to talk to since my mom passed away. Its devastating.

I feel like the more we talk the more we hurt each other. i love my husband but he is not who he used to be. I have caught him lying to me and while the things he has lied about have been petty its the point that he was dishonest.

WE find ourselves enjoying being away from each other more than when we are together.

i don't know what to do.
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Baby talk

After the big bomb of my mothers passing, I have literally taken the week to just relax. And it was necessary. I have my 3rd sinus infection since I've been pregnant. And on top of it I have been vomitting like crazy.

So I will be 9 weeks pregnant tomorrow. I have been craving chicken nuggets and mexican food like nobodys business. Sleep sucks at night but during the day I can nap for hours.

I had my best friend down from WV this weekend who I haven't seen in 2 years and We have been friends for 14 years. Crazy but true.

I will post more tomorrow. Now I am going to try to sleep


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Heavy hearted

This past Saturday my mother passed away in her sleep. She was 46 years old and too young to go. But due to her choices in life, her life was cut short. I love my mother and this week has been very difficult.


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Does it ever end?

Nausea I mean. I don't really vomit but I forever feel like I am one sniff shy of losing whatever I managed to eat that day. Of course the flip side is, I am pregnant and carrying a precious baby, but still nausea SUCKS!

Sleep. Oh How I love my sleep. However, I am lacking in that department. I cant sleep and when I finally do sleep I always get woken up by something, my son, my husband, or my cat. Which btw, I am allergic too. Thankfully the hubbs cares for her.

Food... Well I will say this many of the things I once savored and loved so dearly, are now becoming the exact things that I avoid. BOOOOOO! I am however loving fresh tomatos with a little salt. Weird but yummy and very refreshing for a snack.

Work. I hate working. I feel like the more I am at work the less time i have to be home with boogey and that makes me sad. Which isn't difficult considering I am ay emotional...

This pregnancy has been so different than my first. I guess thats normal

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7 weeks

How Far Along: 7 Weeks

Size of baby: The baby is the size of a blueberry


Total Weight Gain: 0 I actually lost weight when I started getting too sick to eat much other than crackers

Maternity Clothes: Just my BeBand from Target over some work pants

Gender: Don't know yet but my guess is girl

Movement: None noticable yet
Sleep: I DO NOT SLEEP. And it sucks

What I miss: not feeling like Im going to vomit everytime I see or smell peanut butter. Sleeping

Cravings: Mexican and salty stuff

Symptoms: Tired, no sleep, nausea, cranky, and emotional

What I’m looking forward to:
Bed time. I am always looking forward to bed time


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Wow Thats was off

We had our first appointment today...
Everything went great. But we found out that yours truly is actually only 6 weeks and 1 day... Yea read that again. I am no where near as far as I thought I was. The doctor reassured me that it was because of the fact that my cycle has been so out of control that I ovulated later and that is why I haven't had a period... But the good news is everything looked great. We got to see the baby's heart beat. And even the little peanut. We are very excited. But I am a nervous wreck. Because I am so scared that we will miscarry and that we have told people thinking we were further along...

I need words of wisdom or encouragment... something


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My husband is pretty much the best

Yea thats right I am gushing ove my hairbrained, pain in the butt, loud, goofy, confusing,giddy, romantic, mushy, Husband AGAIN.

He is always so concerned with making sure I am happy and feeling well. Even before I found out I was pregnant he dotted over me.

This weekend was no different. He is so protective over me and Boogey. And I love it all.

For Mothers day I requested no real presents as I knew I needed to go buy some maternity clothes. Yes I am 3 months and already in Maternity... Maybe its twins ;)... Its also my second pregnancy... So be nice deal??

So anyways. Saturday I bought by far my favorite pair of jeans EVER from H&M. They are a pair of maternity jeans with the big elastic belly thing and the cutest back pockets. I also got to order a really pair of cute capris from Motherhood for work. I need work clothes the worst. I can wear my yoga pants and leggins and sun dresses around the house. So I made a wish list for what I'd like to purchase:









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