I don't know what is wrong with me. I am having one of those self pity days and I hate it. My monthly (or not so monthly since it hasn't been on time or even normal in a year now) visitor is MIA. I had my last one at the end of January. Its APRIL. Where the hell did it go?? I am an emotional mess. I've cried more than once this week.
I am still sick. I feel awful for my husband and son. I feel like I am neglecting them by being sick. I mean I still give booty all the attention he normally gets but I just hate being sick.
On top of that I hate that I am still not having normal periods. Sorry if thats tmi but its my blog and I'll say what I want.
I need help. My friends say take a preggo test. I say no because I hate seeing the little negative answer come up. So I refuse to do that. I am supposed to go meet with my OBGYN in a month. Its a follow up to my last appointment with him and I am sure he was hoping I'd be pregnant by now. I'm not So I guess we'll be going to a specialist next.
I know there are people going through worse struggles right now, but I can't help but be sad.
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I'm sorry, Shay! I know that can be so frustrating, because my period is never regular either! Do you chart or anything? "Taking Charge Of Your Fertility" by Toni Weschler has alot of good information to help in figuring out problems with your cycles - that was a huge resource for me when I was trying to figure out if I was ovulating or not. Sometimes being sick can delay ovulation and your period too. You are on my list, and I'm still praying for a positive answer to a pregnancy test for you one of these days!
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